Whenever I wear sunglasses to hide that I've been crying,
I felt like it made me stronger.
I realized that that was odd.

I'm always acting brave,
And I smile stubbornly,
But actually,
I'm a cowardly, whimpering pretender

Hiding everything makes even make-up and passion seem boring,
I played the game
Of never showing anyone who I really was, Oh no.

A blue sky expands once more today,
And I act like I don't care,
But actually,
I'm just a pretender with no pride in my worries.

Somewhere
There's someone
Who understands me.
I stretch out
My hands
In the void,
I'm sure I'll find that person.

I need
Someone
To exchange
Forgiveness and
Promises with,
too.
I'll meet that person today.

You always act brave,
And smile stubbornly,
But actually,
You're a cowardly pretender, too.

Today, after it rains,
I don't want to hope,
But actually,
I'm a pretender with no pride in my worries.

If we're not
At the same place in life,
We can't
Understand each other.
God,
Am I alone?
That's why I can save someone else.

I need someone
Who can touch
My heart
Just with
Shadows
I'll meet that person today.